Another DUH!

He DOES care for our needs, and that has been such a DUH revelation for me this past week. So many simple things that I have heard so many times before are making sense to me. I probably only heard them in the past and chose not to heed. For a while I went through a "woe is me" kind of thing believing that no one could possibly understand what I was dealing with....including God. But this whole time it has been God's way of getting my attention to trust Him more. There are others who have been through bouts of anxiety and depression, and some far worse than I have been. I am definitely not the on fire Christian I should be, but I can see myself heading that way. And I am excited for what God has in store for the future rather than worrying about it. This summer was a funk for me....and I feel so bad about not being myself in July when tons of family were...I made a horrible first impression. But I think it was that that made me realize that this is not something I can ignore. Even my trip to florida, I was a ball of anxiousness. And most of the time I can't put my finger on why. I have been surrounded by family and people who truly do love and care for me so it kills me that all the Boutchia's I have met over the past year have not really met the real me....I am much less of a mess :)